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男人永远不知道女人的。。。

[妮亲]_____[那些泛黄的青春]

[笑亲]【我们六个怎么了】

我是生病了,很严重,你会帮助我吗?


我生病了,生了很严重的病

我觉得我好象有抑郁症了。

心情好的时候,还蛮正常的

可一但心情不好,就很容易解不开

很容易哭,是不由自主的哭

妈妈说,这是她的疏忽,没有注意到我

她说我的压力太大了,我太要求完美了

我知道,这我都知道

我已经够放松自己的了

尽量让自己过的开心一点

不像小时侯了,有什么总是放在心里面,从来不说出来

但长大的烦恼跟小时候的烦恼又岂能相比

我想我能快点好起来

让爱我的人都能因为我而快乐

当然我也想快乐,因为那样我自己活的也会比较舒服

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我想出国,离开这个地方


再一次被你甩掉电话。。

心里说不出的滋味,我知道你晚上不喜欢别人打扰你睡觉

可是我的心情真的差到了极点,翻来覆去的睡不着

又好象透不过气来一样`很压抑

因为我又和我妈发生了战争

我说我不想在常州念,我想到其他地方去

可她讲了一大堆,根本就不想听进去的话,那些所谓的道理

我不想听,我知道我想要的是什么

可是我却说不出口,因为我知道这需要付出多少的代价

我跟妈妈说我想出国,她回了我句你出钱??

我想我只要你出个担保金,其他的我自己出去了就是自己勤工俭学

这应该也蛮锻炼人的

总比呆在家混时间要好的多,而且还是饭来张口衣来伸手的那种

我想尝试着自己独立,这应该对我以后的人生只有好处没有坏处吧

此刻的我,心情再次跌到了低谷

睡不着,只好爬起来对着电脑

似乎现在只有电脑可以慰藉我,陪伴我

虽然你再次的挂了电话,但我已没了力气再跟你生气

只是更加感到自己很悲哀、很无能

我想出国,本想问你,如果可能的话

你会陪我吗?我猜估计你不会,因为我知道你想赚钱

但是如果我有这个机会可以出国,我一定会去,即使你不陪我



讨厌我自己,讨厌为什么上苍要将我领到这个世界上

我这个无能的人!!!

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好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和舍不得又无可奈何!!
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没有人理解我,包括你!!

    

No one really knows me, including you, I have only one.

You how tired I am so happy that the good do not want to know the love is far short of a dream


There have been very happy, but now I do not understand why you are? It is clear that the time has come. I do not know, in your mind, is what I really, in my mind but you have been very important.

Recently we have been in dispute, especially in the last few months, I do not know what we will do! !
Do you know? In fact, I am a lot of pressure, about to graduate, but I do not know what to do in the future? What Can I Do? ?

That is difficult to be with us, I must be on you, your future, you can not let me in the back of hardship, and for my family, you may now feel that these things are ridiculous, but I made all From the heart
I may not so smart people give you happiness, but I want my efforts to complete!

This happened a few days I really do not want to do, you are still a Xinghua, in fact, I really want from the car down, but you know what? If I am down in the future there will be those, you will always be so self-willed, if I see you grow up, you can see the sensible, I can understand!

Sometimes your mind to think that I have not previously Well, not that kind of love you before, but I'm here to tell you that you will always be my favorite, in my mind that no one has been able to replace you, that you have I had infiltrated into the body of each!

Last night I deliberately did not pick you up call, not to escape, I really can not stay in Yangzhou, but do not want to hurt your heart, I am only. . Only. . I am just a little more money just to be able to Bangni Mai province pair of boots, because I do not want to talk to the family for money because it will allow me to feel very good, although not available on November 1, but...

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